My childhood summers brought butterflies
Endless sunshine and play in the garden.
It also brought bees.
They covered the flowering bushes
Clustered against the house
Where the water spigot was.
My job was to turn it off and on
But first I must run the gauntlet
Of the bees.
They buzz around my head
The threat of getting stung stopped
My foolish dive into that buggy place.
There were huge spiders
In the pyracanthus, but
Around the spigot
There were thousands
Millions
Billions and trillions of bees.
They were scarier
Than the bullies at school.
Mom was unimpressed.
They can smell your fear, you know
That's when they get excited and sting
Just walk in, turn the spigot and walk out.
Ha! Easy for her to say!
She watched from the window as
I stood there, defiant, should I obey her?
Or the bees?
I sucked in a breath and held it tight
Then charged blindly, my hand outstretched
Clenching the spigot and twisting it hard
Hearing the water erupt from the sprinkler
I retreated through the bees and into the spray
But drying off in the sunlight
I stood amazed at my bravery.
It's true, bees don't sting
When I'm not afraid.
In fact, after all these years,
I don't really think
They even know I'm there.